vicious cycle >.<

i've been down lately, as you may have noticed from my recent posts, and to make matters worse i've gained 5 freakin' pounds (ARGH!!!). i'm an emotional eater and i tend to pig out when i'm sad, which i shouldn't do because i'll end up more miserable once i gain some weight :P

i've been meaning to start dieting but never really committed to it since i was kinda okay with my weight (90 lbs) although i would love to go down to 85lbs. now after all the emotional vegging ive been doing i'm up to 95lbs >.< i need to shed these extra poundage and i need to do it fast, i just hate feeling "full" and all stretched-out.

so starting tomorrow, 11/3/09 i'm restricting my caloric intake to 500calories/day. i hate exercising so the only way i'll lose weight is by not eating ;P . . . hopefully i can resist those leftover Halloween candies :{

death by candy

Argh! I should seriously stop muching on sweets >.<  I've been stuffing my face with candy ever since this morning... there goes my 1000-calorie-a-day diet. I ran out of candy so I opened one bag of Halloween candies that we pack for the neighborhood trick-or-treaters. Not to worry we still have 74 baggies left, now if I could just keep my hands of them long enough for my mom to go grocery shopping, LOL.