01.01.10

it feels like forever since i last saw your face :*(

Jay, please come back...

he's STILL the one...

cr cam1lle

i miss him so much, it hurts to even breathe :*(

all i want for Christmas...

Santa, can you wrap him up and

put him under my tree?

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you know what? i'll take him unwrapped and on tv (with 2PM)

Jay, come back already :*(

first snowfall of the winter

i looked out the window,

the first sign of winter i see.

snow. floating, drifting ever so softly.

*sigh* when will you come back to me?

Happy Thanksgiving ^.^

10 things i'm thankful for...

*my awesome parents ^.^

*my not-so-awesome sisters. . . j/k

*my oh-so-adorable baby nephew, Noah ^.^ 
*my relatively good health

*my family's good health

*the many blessings the good Lord has showered us

*2PM, the reason why i smile

*2PM, the reason why i laugh

*2PM, the reason why i cry :*(

*2PM, the reason why i'll smile again ^___^

message sent.

guardian angel can you deliver my wishes for me?

signed. sealed. delivered.

serendipity...

my hearbeats ^.^ 

i decided on labeling my ramblings 'hearbeat' back in october. 

and alas! 2PM's comeback song is titled 'Heartbeat'. . .

coincidence much?. . . more like serendipity ^.~

... still waiting for my little bunny  o:B

Jay, please hurry & come back to me.

my brief moment of happiness...

... my babies won Artist of the Year & Best Male Group ^___^

if only my baby Jay was there to accept the award with the rest of his 2PM brothers.

but i'm not gonna lose hope. God is GOOD, i know He'll grant me my Christmas wish ^.~

*sighs*

 

the leaves have fallen,

and soon the snow will cover my world...

but here i am still waiting,

waiting for your return.

*sighs*

star bright. star light. . .

...wish i may,

wish i might,

have the wish,

i wish tonight.

Lord, You know my fondest wishes.

I pray that You'll grant them for me.

Thank You.

Jay Park

i'll never get tired of waiting for you...

my heart may ache, it might break.

but i'll be here... waiting.

<3

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i hope when i open my eyes,

you'll be there.

b ro ke n he art ed

is it possible to die from 

a broken heart?

i wish i can mail my <3 to you,

that way you'll hear it beat...

...please come back

...please...

...come back

:*(

my world's so dark,

i don't think i'll ever see the light again.

how i wish i can just go to sleep...

... and never wake up.

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missing you...

... please come back, please. :*{

think positive. think positive.

believe in the power of positive thinking.

my prayer . . .

Lord, p b u w t m m j o f, please Lord.

I c o Y i g, p b u w t j on f, p.

t i a.

amen.

my prayer...

... Lord please :*(